Black

hey..u guyz probablee thought tht i watched de movie black.well ya i did..neway as i wuz sayin....i luveeddd it...its like in my fav movi list right now..i luvved it bicoz

1. it made me cry and der r a few muvies tht i cry and get al emo abt..;D..lol..(plz dunt hold dat against me)
2. i totalee luv the story and kudos 2 de writa..awesum wurk guyzz...
very well directed... first class acting dun by amitab and rani and de crazee kid(dunno whu she is?)
3. it made me think tht Gawd even though she was physically challenged and luked like a total psycho she still saw light thru the drkness tht frightened her all the time..she woke up surrounded by hopes and dreams and light instead of the darkness and blindess of a confused human being which made her grow even more violent..
4. she lived depending on her teacher whu was her "God" to her..as she said

"I know now that there is God..
He is not in the holy spirit we pray to..He isn't written about in religious texts..He is someone who is a part of our lives..Whom We live for..
Because of whom we live..."

Just Transformed.....

u when hear dat right kind of music..u just forget the rest of this freakin wurld and ur in a completely different place altogether..u actually feel as if a part tht wuz dead all along inside has just cum alive and u've discovered a part of u ,u thought u neva had...ur a different person ...u feel as if any of ur actions dunt care a shit to de wurld and u feel as if u dunt care a shit abt wat the utha people du in dis borin wurld ...ur just transformed...du u feel de same way i du?

Into the Shallows


The deep mist clouds around me
blurring the vision I have left.
The petrified trees seem to talk to me
as I pass their branches dead..

The banks awaits me
I feel as though I cannot move
for my strength is dying out..

my spirits are gone..
all that remains is my gloom and sorrow..

my face is turning colder and paler..
the soft winds are ushering my name..

my heart beats slower and slower..
and gradually I turn back..
to see the grey mist settled marshes..
I have just crossed path to..

and at last I feel the cool mud sinking between my toes,
as I reach the higher bank
I see the foggy view
and as I turn mind away from it ,
I slowly creep into the shallows...

omg!im so tired of writing tht stuff taken taken from a story i made up..its tiresome and boring ..at times..lol...umm let c..ok guyz im bored...why cnat sum pple accept u for whu u r
why do they always hv 2 keep on instigatin u till u hv 2 change even if it is for de worst..i ve had 2 b in thoses situationz soe iknoe believe me...u feel so
uncomfortable..and u cant b urself coz u feel scared tht the otha purson isnt gonna like the real u..so whats the point of being with tht purson right?but still we choose to go back and b with the ass even though he\she reaally hates ur companee..why do u tht?itz pointless and u still du tht until the otha purson cant take it nemore and just asks u to get out of his\her life?then all the melodrama of feelin alone hppens?damn it..i feel sorry fer those pple whu felt like dis b4...